It was quite a good week. Despite miscommunications here and there, nontheless, a good week.

Had the SSS int u18 opulent roll off on Friday, lasted till 10 pm gosh. Had dinner halfway, saw my nu er. Glad that we managed to talk for a while. The oiling was like, wtf man. Total extreme. 33 ft and 44 ft i think? North pole and South pole. -_- Bowled a 14, 16, 17, 19, 20, 23. Not bad at least slowly improve :D Overall got 2nd, made it to the competition. Yay me. Still deciding whether I should bowl or not. But since I manage to get in, wtv then :3

sat was the 1st. so yes, heppy 16th monthsary. was supposed to go out but some cocked up things happened. all my sacrificing and cancelling and postponing and convincing went down the drain. reason? he was playing pool. -'- okay whatever. got pissed with myself and all, afterwards went to bugis. played the arcade, adri taught me how to play jubeat again. hoho, i'm getting better now like woohoo. i want his amusement card so i can play more songs damnit.

there's this coffee shop that he told me about and told me to try. cause the service was like, super imba. so i went to try. didn't really believe what he said. so okay, he ordered some wan ton noodle and i had fishball noodle w green tea. I SWEAR, less than what, 50 seconds, our food arrived. i was like, whaat? damn shocked hahahah. adri just laughed at me cause he saw my amazed face. -_- so our dinner lasted no more than 5 mins. Lol. But the food was nice and cheap so it was really worth it :D walked around, went to iluma. (adri sprained his ankle so he was like hopping around so it was kinda funny lol) didn't get to see his friend. so in the end we just played taiko and left. Thanks Adri for not letting me rot at home cause of SOMEONE.

Next day, went out w bb and kevin. supposed to watch iron man 2 but bb wanted to look at his furniture -.- so yeah okay. went to eunos, waited for kevin then cabbed to bb's house, picked him up, then went to ikea. saw lots of nice furniture, the designs are awesome. too bad ikea sucks. so anyway walked around, kevin was helping with some conflict, it was really retarded cause he sent the wrong message to me and that really made me have a good laugh :D it was funny.

after eating and all, (and throwing crushed tissue papers to bb) took the shuttle bus to tampines. i didn't know it was a shuttle bus and i went to tap my ez link and the thing was like, beeping non stop. i kinda panicked cause i thought my card didn't work and i wouldn't be able to get on the bus. kevin and bb laughed at me. -.- embarassing much. sorry la ppl noob, never take shuttle bus before. :( went to t1 and headed for the arcade. showed kevin how to play djmax technika, he got addicted to the game. seriously lol-ed. showed him how i play piu 5 button, then afterwards played djmax all the way w bb. they kept failing, lol~ it felt like an oven in the ardace, plus my make up, so i couldn't stand it. went to the toilet and washed up and stuck my face near the hand dryer so that there'll be wind in my face. damn shiok, smart right :D

headed off, had another conflict w bb again cause he was afraid something would happen to me and he would lose me, but after a while everything settled. thanks to me counsellor. :) went to cheers, kevin called cause i forgot to pass him his psp. he went to kembangan and then both were sweet enough to walk me home (although i didn't want bb to walk me home -.-) it was still kinda early, so we sat down at some table behind my house and talked. after that, went back home and showered. spent time with my family, really really love them. papa's leaving for manchester on wed. wont see him next week, sad. :(

he called me, pretty much in a way settled things with him. but still he want to be that way so whatever. so after that bb called me and then talked for a while. was crying, eyes were really heavy so i had to put down the phone really early. :( sorry bb. just couldn't believe why he had to drag my mum in our conversation.

anywho, today went out to parkway w papa, then met shadow and aero daddy there! was so unexpected omg. since shadow looked kinda decent and faked that we were schoolmates and all and were looking for some present for our friend, papa let me go out with them for a while. Lol ~ i was really so so happy to meet them. so were they :) hugged each other, then went to talk about how things have been lately. asked them why so long didn't contact, didn't know that aero got sent to boys home and shadow now on probation. :( damn sad lah. asked them what happened, they say that other people come find problem with them. scolded them cause they didn't tell me anything about it, but they purposely never say anything cause they don't want me to get involved if not i will also get into trouble. :( hais. you guys are my 2nd family le, no matter what i must always be there for you so don't hide things from me anymore. really pains me :(

afterwards went back home cause papa cooked, healthy ^^ then changed straight went to dg to meet phelycia. continued our way to causeway. had a nice talk, it's really nice to talk to her cause she gives her opinions and thoughts without being biased and all. oh, and also cause she has a weird sense of humour. hahaa. okaay, went to causeway, she bought bubble tea while i bought soya bean (CAUSE BUBBLE TEA IS ONLY GLUCOSE + SUGAR + WATER, RMB THAT PHELYCIA!!) went down and bought sushi! her mum was at some gym so she had to go off :( took a bus to school, i swear i thought i got lost. i'll never alight at that stop again. reached school, and here i am.

kim told me that she and meliana's gonna go for obs the whole week. mandy and huiwen doesn't stay in boarding. so means guess what. i'll be stuck in my room alone with carina. she doesn't like to sleep early. someone save me. i don't want to die at such a young age.

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mother's day is round the corner. it's sad to see advertisements and posters and people talking about what they should do for their mum. it's sad that i can't do anything for her anymore. yeah, people can tell me that i should do well in my life, my mum will always be watching me etc but i don't feel that way. i really feel as though i've lost everything about her, only memories. maybe cause i don't believe in that, maybe cause i'm too used to having her around me. whatever it is, i'm really sad. but well, at least i still have my dad and my sis and my bro who will always be there supporting me.

My cousins and all are gonna celebrate mother's day at my place. i really wonder what i'll be doing while every one else is hugging their mum and saying "happy mother's day, i love you."