I've deleted all my previous posts. It's time to move forward and start a new beginning.
Life's out there waiting for me.

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Currently 1st for all events. Will definitely drop to maybe 5th place. See how it goes. I don't really care anymore. I've been thinking too much about my performance I guess I just can't take it anymore.

I'll see whether I still have the mood to bowl. But for the sake of the team, I can't be selfish and let my teammates down. I will still give my 101% in every single shot I make. Hopefully I'll do everyone proud including myself.

Currently on the down side since I bowled really badly. Too much expectations, sigh. Really really down. Just felt that I couldn't even do something so simple for my mum. I just want to do well to show her that I'm not hopeless. I mean something at least. I just want her to be proud of me.

So, for the sake of mummy, I can't give up. No, I wont. I'm going to fire up tomorrow.

I promise.